earfood : Hoppipolla, Sigur Rós
fact is, i haven't been blogging for quite some time. heck, not even nearly as often as how i used to be a few months back but this totally can't come as a surprise to you guys since i've pretty much given up on it with the numerous postage of posts-written-on-drunk-mode, half-drunk mode, keyboard-not-working-moments and pure bullshit. truth is, i'm surprise by the fact that i'm still surprised that after all this while, it just finally came into my realization that all of this is going nowhere, set aside a moment where 20 years from, now i open my laptop and type in this address and laugh at my own work of art, or rather pure bullshit. in light of such epiphany, there is a part of me who wants to shut this site down for good and kiss the past 3 years of my blogging life's ass goodbye, and just like every story that has been ever told, there is also a part of me who wants to keep this alive, for as long as it gets...
i find this site very peaceful at times, just like my hideout where i can rant and tell the whole world my part of the story where nobody reads anymore, and explain in squeaky details of other fuck's unfortunate misery and get a good laugh out of it every time i read it and also, to share amongst people, who unfortunately for you, still read my blog, stuff that are awesome and stuff that are not, which is solely based on my opinion and my opinion only. which is plain sad because just yesterday, i read about a blogger whom i used to follow avidly is now being sued alongside Google (yes! Google) for expressing his private opinion on a restaurant in his blog...
which brings me to my second point, i've spent 40 USD and 3 months to finally get this address. so shutting this site down isn't going to do any good for me since i will be wasting a huge part of my life that i've wasted on it the first place..
and finally, i've earned more than RM380+ from Nuffnang ever since i joined them a year back. so this is kinda easy way to earn some side income (like fuck yeah, all i have to do is shit down and share my miserable life with some miserable people and i get paid! wtf right) so yea.., i think i'm still in deep love with this site ;)
on a totally unrelated note, this past month has been unbelievably fun for me... all i can summarize is that i've just taken a roller coaster ride to the highest peak of all peaks and circled the circles of awesomeness, plunged into the sudden death of all deaths and now, it is time for me to get off because it has reached the end of the ride.. although i will definitely miss it badly but it is time for me to go. i deem my ticket is well-worth and i won't regret every single penny i paid for it :)
goodbye now ;)