recently, too many things have had happened concurrently that were beyond the limitation of the minuscule mind of mine to digest and instead of working harder, it regurgitates it all out into a pile of sludge that looks nothing less like a jar of expired cough syrup. but in the end, im surprised that im still surprised by the fact that maybe for some unknown reasons, my lack of judgment and my inability to see things as simple as they seem to be are after all been pulling the strings behind this shit. in face of such epiphany, i dont quite sure what to say anymore. its been 2 months since i left the sanctuary whereby i chilled for 6 months without having to worry about anything and suddenly, im not quite sure how to do this anymore. or perhaps its just me ? in light of this, some would blissfully argue that im doing just fine, but others would reluctantly object.... but anyway, this is not supposed to be a ranting post, instead an update. some kinda sign showing that im still alive despite having abandoned my blog for more than 2 weeks....
on a sidenote, i lighted a lighter on fire in a restaurant 5 days ago...the poor thing combusted in way that was beyond any lighter had endured and in the end, exploded with the most mind-blowing explosion witnessed by mankind. R.I.P Lighter !
