BoiKat

...Mood : Exhausted
...Currently reading : A thousand splendid suns, Khaled Hosseini
...Listening to : Work, Jimmy Eat World




I first met BK some 98 nights ago in a mamak stall. The sky was dark, drizzling and on a sub-overcast very early dawn and we were there not because we woke up early -its because we still not willing to go to sleep yet- and at that precise moment, cigarettes smokes filled the air as the breeze from the other side fighting so hard to dominate the atmosphere but to no avail, like duh. The chatting cum swearing cum talking-cock-loudly can be heard clearly as there were only a few people around so basically every noise made can be heard from every corner of the place. I was just there chilling with a friend after a couple of cc sessions when all of a sudden, BK walked up right to me and our eyes met for the first time.


For those of you who knew me personally, BK somehow looked through me with just a glance and momentarily, I saw myself in someone else's body! I just adored how he looks like he's begging for attention effortlessly, this self-perseverance is really really something reminded me of myself of how I used to be. They way he asked for attention and the smug on his face when I gave him some is just something I longed to witness for too long. Something I would label as a wishful thinking prior to this meeting with BK. Heck!


A cloud of cigarette smoke from 3 tables behind startled me as I was too overwhelmed by the presence of BK. I looked back and gave them a glare to which they simply don't give a fuck.


I turned around and took out my cellphone and contemplated about taking a picture of BK, although it somehow seems inappropriate before I hit the shutter anyway and butterflies roared inside my tummy. 


And after 98 days later, I just got back from a 8-hour long journey from Sg Petani, Kedah all the way down to Johor and looking back at the picture of BK sparked a smile on my face. Im chuckling right now as I am writing this :)


Although I never saw him again after that, the meeting with him made me realised that sometimes life fuck us all over, smile as wide as you can because at the end of the day, it doesn't really matter. "Work and play they're never okay", Jimmy Eat World


Here's a picture of BK;