i was browsing my blog archive a moment ago. tracing back all the moments of my college life as an a-level student. or more of a 19 month long vacation in a brand new environment with a brand new life - a reason to start over. but start over from what?? thats why 19 months ago i made a decision that pretty much fucked 2 years out of my life and now, i feel good.
for the first time since i learned about my results, i feel extremely good. knowing that i've paid the hefty bill of my 19 month long vacation. right now, im just glad i lived to see the end of it firsthand (:
as of this moment, my options are limited. either to resit 2 subjects in this coming may or enroll for foundation in law in june. i chose both. im gonna borrow some of my friend's leftover notes and really revise for my upcoming resit papers and at the same time, enroll for my foundation classes which i wish to hell i dont screw up again. i cant afford to screw it up again.i just cant.
right now, im still making excuses for my mistakes like i always do. and it felt great...
i wonder when the hell im gonna take some responsibilities for my own god damn mistakes....
okay enough verbal diarrhea...
I swapped my innocence for prideCrushed the end within my stride
Said 'I'm strong now I know that I'm a leaver"
I love the sound of you walking away
Mascara bleeds a blackened tear
And I am cold
Yes I'm cold
But not as cold as you are
I love the sound of you walking away
Why don't you walk away?
No buildings will fall down
Why don't you walk away?
No quake will split the ground
Why don't you walk away?
The sun won't swallow the sky
Why don't you walk away?
Statues will not cry
I cannot turn to see those eyes
As apologies may rise
I must be strong and stay an unbeliever
And love the sound of you walking away
Mascara bleeds into my eye
I'm not cold
I am old
At least as old as you are
As you walk away
And as you walk away
My headstone crumbles down
As you walk away
The Hollywood wind's a howl
As you walk away
The Kremlin's falling
As you walk away
Radio 4 is static
As you walk away
The stab of stiletto
On a silent night
Stalin smiles
Hitler laughs
Churchill claps
Mao Tse-Tung
On the back
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