Pieces...

life's a bitch! period.

there's awful loads of shit going on right now and I wondered why I came about. *grumbles*
there's this and there's that. and that and that and that ...you get my drift. the shit happening to me right now are wayy out of line and it seems like the world is holding a grudge on me FUCK MY LIFE! :(

'ball hunting' had gone out of control. 'its all over the papers, the radio's been playing it over and over again, and Mr.Lawrence over at Bull's 7 was joking about it with Miss Sunshine the other day...i overheard em' laughing so fucking loud about it'

but hey! looking on the bright side, its just merely the beginning of a fucking new sem! so I not gonna rant in here anymore as promised before. :D

hence, to hell with my miserable, ungrateful, useless 18 years worth of pieces of shit! I'm not here to tell you all how fucked I am now or anything close to that. :)

June's coming to and end. soon its gonna be a whole new adventurous month awaits us all ;) looking back to these past few days helped me finally realised something : never take anything for granted! FML I learnt that the hard wayy :)

this whole month I basically did nothing except staying indoors 24/7 and pray to God everyday that I can make it for dinner FML :D but hey! maybe this. I did this :
its DiGi's lovetosave! DiGi is running a campaign to raise 150k bucks in 30 days and needs our help. they've distributed out many mini campaigns to be handled individually :D I signed up for a campaign early this month and supported the Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals, Selangor. (SPCA) well, so far we've collected RM20 (rotflmfao!) ehh not bad larrr fml ahaha. of the 100k they've collected, 20 bucks came from us! *proud of ourselves*

come support us! the closing is coming up reall soon! "Lets Do Something Together!" ;)

brb part II

something caught my attention lately. won't be around for at least another few days. laterrrr :D

peek-a-boo!

contrary to popular belief, I'm still alive..,and well. classes are going on as usual bla bla bla...

this is what 20 cans of Carlsberg looks like in an ancient fridge which I took not so long ago ;)

Happiness is...

...when you click on the Nuffnang homepage, and this is what you see :




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Thanks to all of YOU out there who spent unencumbered
number of seconds of your life clicking on my Nuffnang ads! :)
Thank you very much!

Carry On, Las Plagas

the view off the window pane overlooking the zen and serenity

of this sweet surround countryside

-well not so much of a countryside after all i must admit here-

is really amazing

such subtle beauty envelopes one's heart like an open wound

can only scream out loud if given the chance

to us we wondered

-why not?-

but the sight really got me going on

wondering what someone great, admirable and powerful said

not so long ago

something about the pursuit of happiness

it got me wondering

how did he managed to add up the word pursuit there?

is happiness really something we can only pursuit?

to what extend?

we're just human with our blinders on

ohhhhh, what's what?

Boredom nearly killed me 2 hours ago... fml
With nothing to do, nowhere to go, I decided to try something out... *grin* :)
I stepped into the kitchen and tried to work something out...
This is what I came out with ;


tadah!! Tomato-sauced-stir-fried-chicken-fillet, cheese omelet and fresh lettuce salad (couldn't locate the mayonnaise so I substituted it with shredded cheese instead fml).


The chicken pieces were okayy I guess. Kinda salty a little bit (too much tomato sauce). At first it tasted good..,errr not that good (you get my drift). Later on, the saltiness enveloped my taste buds to the extend that I hate it! It's superr salty. I can't take it anymore fml. Then there's the cheese omelet. Well, that one was great (at least I thought so). The cheese melted on its surface equally and it tasted superb! ;) Last but not least, the salad. Haha no comment here. Partly because its not even a salad. No mayo fml. Hmmmm...

Verdict : 4/10 ,experiment failed :(

disclaimer : jasonstillwaiting.blogspot will not be held responsible if you just puked all over your keyboard while looking at the pictures above.

note : notice the difference in the lighting effect of the last picture with the two others above. Don't ask me why. I don't know

c'est la vie, bohooeee

if we could just pretend, and live a happy end - soo sorry to disappoint but not everyone's fairytales are yours too. i'm walking alone, aimlessly. paths were crossed with other passersby. found a spot on the side of the grass. sat down. watching them running in circles again. pathetic. i sat there. laughing wide open. giggling. with the sun getting in my way. ohhh its such a shame we had to part. i sat for a while there. memories. awwww sweet yet sinful. i stood up. shaked my head. looked back. they were still running in circles. i laughed. head's up. walked back to where i belong. earfood - the scientist, coldplay , mood - super-at-ease

201, 89

the past few days had been such a bang that I lost track of what really happened. will talk about it soon when I am free. till then...

p/s : hello folks, I'm home!! open the door! :)

two-two

the lights are awfully dim - isn't much of a surprise centre here, the post itself spilled out the beans. the noises outside grew aloud. the sound of the blast 10 feet away broke my sweet silencio momentarily. like an escapade. rediscovered. ventured. unwillingly and so forcefully. taken away in a blink of an eye. the ambience is pure. lovely. just what i needed to make this surround mood uphilled. the air? cold and wet. maybe something more. phrases like 'we need to talk' were no longer heard. so secluded. so near yet so far. so monochrome yet so lukewarm. to what extend? infinity, i hope. well being isn't something we can take for granted. like a bookstore. infinite but at the same time, zero. funny is a funny thing. like an angel. without her wings and halo. so lost, yet so free. boundaries were unrecognised. lines were crossed. chances are taken. lets add up all the cards left to play to zero. And then, we'll close our eyes and pray to God we'll see tomorrow's sunlight. so bias, yet so fair. judgmental? no...

we left our trousers by the canal, and our fingers they almost touched.

Nilai Nasi Lemak

ahhhhhh where the hell can you get good food (with reasonable prices) in Nilai these days anymore? Especially during weird hours. Perhaps the damn lan see wantan mee auntie's stall by the roadside? But hey, let's not get into that any further shall we? If you're looking for good food around Nilai, you really should get your hands on one of these ; Nilai Nasi Lemak. Located opposite of Restoran Nasi Kandar Impian in Cempaka area, be on a look-out for a small hut by the roadside and often accompanied by a green Perodua Kancil. It serves the town's most famous nasi lemak with wide variety of side dishes to choose from (with reasonable prices!) Beware of a long queue though this place is always crowded with regulars. Ohh and the best part ; did I mentioned that this stall only operates from 3am - 7am? ;)

of strawberries and a big blue moon

I heard the call...

But I was wayy too far from reaching it...

I choose to ignore it...

It was a long long time ago...

I have always wondered...

What if I answered the call?

Would it change everything?

I can't bear thinking of the consequence...

A simple thing that leads to another...

that leads to another and another...

and another and another...

I just don't care anymore...

Mood - Happy, perhaps? :)

Ear food - Untouched, The Veronicas

I Traveled Time But Got Lost In Space

Its 4-I-dunno-what-time-it-is in the morning and the internet connection is barely holding up. My laptop had been disconnected so many times for the past 45 minutes I started to think 'Is My Laptop internet accessible'? I do believe its written on the brochure somewhere *wait lemme check* :) *5 minutes later* Bloody hell the servers are down again. fml. I wonder what the fuck's those ebb guys are doing these days and still getting paid. Every time the line is disconnected I gotta do the shut-down-and-pull-the-lan-cable-out-and-then-the-chicken-dance-before-plugging-in-the-cable-back-and-restart-reboot shit. fml.

Happy Birthday Bro! Cheers To You!

Hello Excitement!

After more than 3 weeks staying alive in exam-infested-days, we finally earned ourselves 1 week of holiday! phewww...

• note : all pictures were taken using my crappy phone and are for illustration purpose only. In reality, they looked wayy better....
• disclaimer : jasonstillwaiting.blogspot will not be held responsible if you think that you've just wasted 5 minutes of your life for reading this post. ;)

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26 hours ago, we decided that we needed a break. A break from all the shit we're going through and the shit we'll face on monday. After all, we haven't meet our movie quota for the month so hey! let's go for a movie then! Wait, why don't we make it 2? for after all, an even number is always better than a odd number! (right) :)

Some 16 hours, we found ourselves in Midvalley, empty stomach with movie-lustful faces. We got there a little late than expected. (it's expected actually, i don't wish to elaborate on that). Earlier, Liren already bought tickets for Fighting and by the look on our clock display on our phones, we only left 10 minutes to spare. *fts*

So we settled for Carl's jr then. Since its just opposite the cinema and we don't have to run around the mall just to get inside the cinema on time. As usual, Carl's Jr never disappoints! Just look at the size of that sucker! It's as big as my face! Literally. ;) We only got less than 10 minutes (by the time our orders came) to shove a burger the size of my face inside our face. lmao.

The meal was, no better word for it, super awesomeness! It's kinda funny though for us looking at each other shoving face-size burgers inside our mouth. (apart from the fact that I didn't managed to finish mine) *sigh*

7 minutes late, we rushed into the cinema empty handed (a very rare sight of us doing something really rare) Yeah? Front-row-seats!! The tickets we bought we're front-row-tickets! fml. On the bright side though, we'll be the first ones get to leave the auditorium once the movie ends. ;)

Fighting was a good show. (please be able to identify the difference between good and great) Loads of street fights action, cock-talking by Terence Howard and I'm sure you'll love it if you're into 8 mile or something like that. Apart from having to watch the film with our necks stretched beyond stretchable, it's a good show.

Take two, right after we left the auditorium from watching Fighting, we headed to the next chamber of fantasy, to watch 17 again. This show is great! Something we expected from Zac Efron (he somehow managed to delivered it to us). Haha enough crapping! (I'm fucking bad at giving movie reviews)

After the movie, me and Liren decided to have a sleepover at Chee Hao's. Eddy and Yong decided not to join us since they got stuffs to do back in college so they adjourned back. We on the other hand, set off to Chee Hao's place.

Played the treadmill, touched everything in his house and watched a Thailand horror movie before we're knocked out.

Woke up some 7 hours later and started to take random shots of the city off his balcony some 5 stories above. It was a beautiful morning, opss afternoon. (We woke up no ealier than 3pm)

We packed our stuffs (not much since we were there bringing nothing more than the clothes we're wearing) and headed out for our lunch 4pm in the afternoon. fml. On deciding where to eat, Chee Hao suggested that we go for fish head mee hon instead.

There are certain people out there who can't bear with the taste of fish head mee hon (maybe its because of the milk in the soup or something) but hey, I love it. I savor every last drop of it. *grin* Just look at it ; It's super awesome! The sight of the white stream of soup and the fish head already starting to make me salivating again *grin* Once the thick hot white liquid enters your, you'll feel a burst of excitement, satisfaction, hungry-for-more, lust and desire all in one shot! Its as though your mouth demand more of it and you just can't resist!

Awwwww sweeet. This is what I call a 'perfect FNSF'! Friday Night + Saturday Fun! After the awesome meal, we adjourned back to college. ;)

Lame & Ridiculously Random Pt 1

I'm dead bored. I spent the last 5 hours trying to figure out the fuck's I'm supposed to do with my last few days of exam-in-between-holidays-days.

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Hence, I'm here to bring you a community service message ;

Recent studies (by any means, me) shows that the time taken, T for a student to cover completely the whole syllabus for a particular field subjected to an examination is equals to the product of the power of half of the time (in hours) spent attending classes with the inverse of the total chapters subjected in that particular field.

Simply put, T = (t)^1/2 X 1/ C , where t = time spent attending classes ; c = total chapters subjected

Its rather difficult to achieve the desired effect if we study this equation from the angle we're looking at it right now. This is because based on the credit hours given by lecturers, its close to impossible to reach the minimum time taken for a particular student to cover completely his/hers syllabus on time. However, there is another simple solution to this equation. (with the insertion of a correct value of (t) of course)

As stated earlier, the value of (t) indicates the time (in hours) spent attending classes. Contrary to popular beliefs, the value of (t) should be at minimum, not maximum (a great miscalculation suffered from the majority of students!) The best is at zero. Yes! Zero.

If the value of (t) equals to zero, than the above equation can be solved with ease.

Substituting (t) with 0, T = (0)^1/2 X 1/(15) ; let C = 15

= 0 X 1/15

= 0!

= 0 time taken to cover completely the whole syllabus!

Therefore, attending classes is not necessary at all in achieving the minimum time taken to cover completely the whole syllabus in the brink of an upcoming exam. ;)

Hence, skipping classes is totally excusable! (at least I think so) ;) lol

*This community service message was brought to you by jasonstillwaiting.blogspot* ;)

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Ridiculousness is :

how people can be so ignorance towards the environment. Just look at the amount of shit those fucktards left behind after the street party a couple weeks ago. fml

and how 3 innocent cans of vanilla coke managed to called themselves 'jason's dinner' one fine evening some time ago.

awwww sugar!

The past few days had been super awesomeness!
It has been one of the best few-days-straight in my life!
Things are really started to straighten out for me.. ;)
Thanks to all of them! (YOU'll know you're not one of them)
Will soon elaborate on that
Maybe someday when I've finally found out why I should...

An Evening Out With Ronald McDonald

or not... ;)

Hey hey hello hello =). After waited for exactly a week, we finally got the chance to watch Terminator Salvation! (okay I know we're little off the bandwagon here but hey, its not like we wanted to be left out or something like that ; tickets are selling like hot cakes in cinemas across the country!)

Plans had been laid out since a few days back and finally set into motion this eventful evening. ;) Special thanks to Liren that had to drive us there (cheers!)

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Firstly, the movie was super awesome! Enough said. But if you're a huge fan of the first 3 prequel and had been following the franchise religiously, I'm pretty sure will be quite disappointed with this one though. Because this is much much much better!!! ;)

(Okay enough crapping) Truth be told, it isn't anything like the first 3 shows, let alone the series (which in my personal opinion ; isn't worth watching) It was more of a war film than some random sci-fi action-packed film with the bad guys ends up dead and the hero ends up making out with some hot chick.

In fact, it is a war film. Explosion were continuous as though the production crew never run out of supplies of explosives sets. Round shells were everywhere. Gun-fire blasting. People dying. Machines were destroyed. You get my drift...

A superb introduction of a new character, Marcus Wright made this show even more exhilarating! He somehow managed to steal the limelight away from the main protagonist, John Connor. Plus, a brief cameo appearance by Arnold Schwarzenegger also added the twist to this show :)

After a mere 115 minutes spent inside the auditorium, we left our seats with huge wide smiles on our faces. All in all, it was really a great show. Great to the extend that we felt bad leaving our seats once the show ended and we spent another 5 minutes discussing the show while the credits rolled ;)

p/s : if YOU'RE reading this; fuck you very much! ;) to eveyone else : muchas gracias for staying with me! :)

some refurbishment, perhaps?

Firstly, I would like to extend my unlimited gratitude to all my readers, friends and accidently-stumbled-upon-my-blog-while-bloghopping-readers for the support, encouragement and opinions for this little site and help me in making this magic happen. I am eternally grateful ;)

As you all may have realised, recently I've been bragging too much about how life is fucking with me, stuffs I'm going through and stuffs I'm facing. I'm pretty sure many of you thinks that my recent posts had been awfully scribbled (methinksotoo).

The stuffs I'm going through and how I conduct my daily routine had been a bitch and I tend express it here and judging from the feedbacks I received, I'm pretty sure some of you are bored with the way I'm blogging already.

I tend to mixed my feelings, emotions and my-never-ending-fantasies all up in one big box and splatter everything here :(

Therefore, I'm conducting operation soaring-eagle (wtf) to clean up this site once for all! There will be no more emo posts, meaningless random posts and stupid/lame jokes. From now onwards, I will only be blogging about stuffs I do, stuffs I eat, stuffs someone else do, stuffs someone else eat etc etc etc.

Last but not least, thanks again to all of you guys out there for getting behind this site in such an overwhelming way! I am again eternally grateful ;)

A Scanner Darkly

do you know the enemy?
do you know your enemy?

Heh, I don't think so. Pull the plug on me right now before I go any further. Any takers? Nope, I don't think so. So enough beating about the bush and shut the fuck up.

Allow me to explain myself. I'm just the ordinary 'goodbye goodbye you'll never know' boy. So superficial, so immature. Yet, I am still able to identify the difference between a total dick and a stucked up chick. ;)

So wtf's all this is all about anyway?

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The air is cold, the lights are out. Although I forcefully seized number 1, I secretly adored number 2. Right now there's really something bothering me. This feeling. This feeling. This feeling wrapped me up whole. I don't think I take this anymore. The pressure built is way too high for me to bear with it.

I was raised to believe that there's always a win-win solution to every problem. Now however, the only solution I can think of is that the one we'd taken that doesn't have the desired effect. Least its the only one. Period.

Right now, I'm standing on the rooftops. Screaming my heart out. But to what extend? For what purpose? I wish I know. I was left there un-reason-ed. Without an explanation. A simple answer is all I needed. For what its worth? I dunno.

Loads of stories had been told before. From different extends to different versions. But we chose to left those un-checked ignored. Because deep down we know its all sex, lies and videotapes. Back stabs from others who wish to see the un-desired effect. So to hell with them. We're left misunderstood again. So awkward, so disgraceful, so fucked up.

If I've been given another chance, I'll so make it right this time! We'll make our mark this time! But right now, can we at least said we tried? Or at least, merely say it out to make it sounded like we really had tried? Maybe not. Coz' this is what we got left ; the ability to look pass and right on through.

I begin to wonder if I'd fallen into a plughole. Being me and all ; my heart is an empty one. Reaching me isn't hard but its merely other people's bitter hearts is what it matters the most to you. So what the fuck is there for you to listen to what they have to say? Little girl, you're so in the middle of the ride. :(

Now, can we said we had our fun? Yes. Its the only "yes" I can find in my heart anymore. I have no regrets. If it all ends now I'm so set. As stated before in my older post, the easiest part of letting go is that you pretending you had let it go. This is just fucking true. Agreed 100%. ;) Let's just wait for the bombs to drop shall we? Let's just wait together.

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?