Friday, May 29, 2009

O Terminator, Where Art Thou?

Definitely a memorable night to remember. Ever since a few days ago, we had planned to watch Terminator Salvation on the screening day (which was yesterday though). Sadly enough, we'd really ran out of luck this time :( Simply put, Murphy's law kicks in big time.

To begin with, we're supposed to have left college by 8.00. Earlier, Liren had checked the showtime for the movie. There were 3 time slots available ; 9.30, 10.30 and 11.00. Early calculation suggested that leaving college by 8.00 was perfect since we're going to Seremban to have dinner there too. Due to sudden change of plan (slight deviation), we left college around 8.40 (?). (ML's effect #1)

The drive to there was okay I guess (playing with radio buttons and blaming each other who hit the 'next' button). We reached there around 9pm. (?) On deciding where to eat, there goes 10 minutes. 10 minutes of time we don't have. (ML effect #2).

Votes were taken and final decisions were made - Kenny Rogers Roasters. ;) Customer service at Kenny Rogers was dreadful. That added to our misery. (ML effect #3) Well wth we're there for Terminator Salvation, so to hell with their service. ;) Then something occured to us. The 10.30 slot is in another cinema which is a 10 minutes drive from where we're having our dinner. Since by the time we got there its already 9.00pm, so to hell with the 9.30 slot as well.

Talking cock was always inevitable when there's at least 6 balls sitting at 1 table, let alone there was 10 ;) We talked so much cock until the waitress had to come by our table presenting us the bill. Little did we know that they were closing the counter already. And we're the last ones there. ;)

Time passed us by sky-rocketing fast and by the time we're done, its already 10.20 when we left Kenny Rogers. So we thought wth since we're here why don't we just settle for the 11.00 slot. *hopes were high* We went upstairs (where's the cinema is located) and to our despair, tickets for Terminator Salvation had been sold out! FML =( (ML effect #6753981730!)

"FUCK THIS SHIT"! Frustrated, we cursed and cursed and spelled out more curses. Its already 10.35 when we decided to go to MBO to check out the 10.30 slot or if there's other slots other than the 10.30 one. There's isn't any =( Given up, we went back to Jusco and bought tickets for Monsters Vs Aliens instead. *sigh*

Our gateway to boredom

It's not that Monsters vs Aliens is bad or anything like that (it very amusing, loads of fart jokes and Reese Witherspoon & Kiefer Sutherland (both my fav actor and actress!) both borrowed their voices for this film! The actions are good (for an animated film) and the jokes are pure. All in all, its a good show (a definite 7.5 for me). But then again, we're felt somewhat something is missing. Because we're there



to watch this! *grumbles*

instead, we watched this. FML

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

rrrrandom

人生 人生 人生
死ぬ 死ぬ 死ぬ
人生 人生 人生
死ぬ 死ぬ 死ぬ

生せと死、生まれては死ぬ
生せと死、生まれては死ぬ

吸血鬼は永遠に生きる約束された

生せと死、生まれては死ぬ
生せと死、生まれては死ぬ

永遠の死

生せと死、死は美しい、美しい
生せと死、死は美しい、美しい
生せと死、人生美しい、美しい
吸血鬼、永遠に生きる、約束された

it's just statistics

...for after more than 20 hours staying awake
...I took my physics paper 3 this morning
...deeply sleep-deprived
...I nge nge got over it
...I avenged my body needs
...some 2 hours later
...slept for 15 hours
...I'm wide awake now
...with statistics waiting for me

Sunday, May 24, 2009

subject-to-unavailability....

For after almost 2 weeks suffering from a self-induced mental breakdown and emotionally deprived state (even a blind man can sense that from reading my older posts), I'm now officially getting better!

Things had been going smoothly for me these few days (from how I see it) and the best part is, AS is gonna be over in 2 weeks time(!) Loadsa fun awaits us next coming thursday *grin*

For now, I think I'd learnt my lesson. It's true when they say the easiest part of letting go is that you pretending you had let it go.
I'm feeling much much much better now...thank YOU very much! muackss ;)



Thought I ran into you down on the street
Then it turned out to only be a dream
I made a point to burn all of the photographs
She went away and then I took a different path
I remember the face, but I can't recall the name
Now I wonder how whatsername has been...


Seems that she disappeared without a trace
Did she ever marry old whatshisface
I made a point to burn all of the photographs
She went away and then I took a different path
I remember the face, but I can't recall the name
Now I wonder how whatsername has been...




hail to the king baby! I'm back!


Saturday, May 23, 2009

Sooo Long Sweeet Summerr


A beautiful sunset...or not. It's almost 6pm now and I'm feeling left out again. It feels like the light has betrayed me again. This feeling. This pain. This agony is gonna rupture my veins. I'm lonely, helpless, lost, broken. I'm a walking dead. I can't feel a damn thing now.
Mood - Emotion-less!
Ear food - We Are Broken, Paramore

Friday, May 22, 2009

#13

I'm feeling superb-ly at ease today...
I woke up around 2.30 pm...
Had lunch...
Watched 'perfume' yet again...
Napped for another 3 hours...
Woke up...
Walked mindlessly towards the bathroom...
I can't feel a thing afterwards...



Lost and broken
Hopeless and lonely
Smiling on the outside
Hurt beneath my skin
My eyes are fading
My soul is bleeding
I'll try to make it seem okay
But my faith is wearing thin
So help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open
And I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me sew them up


Thursday, May 21, 2009

There's This & There's That

Good shit - I'm done with my physics paper!
Bad shit- I'm done with my physics paper!
Its 12.50am now..
the excessive stereo-blasting from
the street party 3 floors below is
getting on my nerves.
I haven't tasted or smelled anything
for the past 12 hours.
I'm so fucking dead.
I'm bored.
super bored.
the feeling same resurfaced again
2 nights ago.
sometimes I so wished that
I was somewhere else.
I'm so going home tonight.
Mood - Let's-exchange-vows! =)
Ear food - Once Upon A Time In The Battle Of Life & Death, Good Charlotte

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

incendiarylybright presents : Liberation Transmission :)

Using only SONG NAMES from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions.

Pick Your Artist: Lostprophets

Are you male or female: The Handsome Life Of Swing

Describe yourself: Five Is A Four Letter Word

How do you feel about yourself: Can't Stop, Gotta Date With Hate

Describe where you currently live: A Town Called Hipocrisy

If you could go anywhere, where would you go: To Hell We Ride

Your favorite form of transportation: Last Train Home

Your best friend is: Rooftops

Your favorite color is: We Still Kill The Old Way

What’s the weather like: Burn Burn

Favorite time of day: 4 am Forever

If your life was a TV show, what would it be called: The New Transmission

What is life to you: Can't Catch Tomorrow

What is the best advice you have to give: Make A Move

If you could change your name, what would it be: We Are Godzilla, You Are Japan

Your favorite food is: Broken Hearts, Torn-Up Letters and The Story Of A Lonely Girl

Thought for the day: Still Laughing

How I would like to die: Everyday Combat

My soul’s present condition: The Fake Sound Of Progress

My motto: Start Something

Sunday, May 17, 2009

15 Random Things About Me

  1. I'm a boy :)
  2. I secretly likes pink. I once owned a pink boxer that had printed white floral motives on it ;)
  3. When I was younger (maybe 12 or so) I used to have this theory that there's this solid, long, invisible, never-ending tail of string attached to my back and follows me wherever I go. Being solid and so, 'it' can't move pass other solid objects. So whenever I'm heading back from somewhere, I had to make sure that I'm following the same path as I did before the ensure the 'string' will not tangled up. I remembered there's this once when I was in primary 6 where I had to basically walked around the school to go back to my classroom after break. The reason? Before break, I was having my living skill class at the other end of the school (my classroom was at the other end of the school) so to avoid the 'string' behind my back to be tangled up, I followed the exact same path as I did before. (!)
  4. I hate annoying-people-on-friendster (APOF)! Before I go on any futher, you may start to ask me what kind of people falls under this category. If you really need to know; they're the ones who have 16 profiles and still do shit on friendster! they are also the same ones who posts comments to you saying ; "Hi, can I be your friend? You're very cute lehhhh...etc etc here's my hp no 01x-xxxxxxx text me plsssss" gimme a break please? They also had like 40000+ friends in all 16 accounts (I can bet you my right ball they don't know 90% shit of the 40000+ 'friends' they had). Well they certainly had the ability the take wide angle pictures of themselves puffing their cheeks at the same time while posing with a peace right beside their cheeks (you must give em' credits for that) here's a message to them ; happy networking, assholes!
  5. I seriously love nuts! literally ;)
  6. I'm a movie guy. I can watch 15 movies in a row without the slightest un-easy-ness for more than 24 hours (provided there's someone special to accompany me...,and endless supplies of coke on the rock and popcorns!)
  7. When I was 15 or so, I wrote a book together with my best friend. Its called 'the book of books'. Its about a book that contains a chapter where This Guy named James Derykfield found a book where anything written on it will come true. Completed only 6 months later, we had an argument and he took the book away. We never contacted each other ever since.
  8. I'm a huge fan of Tom DeLonge! and Angels & Airwaves, Blink 182, Boxcar Racer. I just liked his voice and his signature Gibson ES-333. His voice is just angelic in many ways!
  9. I love to drive! shit I can drive for days without feeling sleepy (!) I always imagined myself driving on a coastal road 40m above the sea level with the sea breeze getting in my way *smiling*. Then there's the long highway without anyone like route 66, I-20 etc etc. some countryside view. (again, provided there's enough gas) Before that or anything close to that happened, I want my own damn car! :I
  10. I'm one of those boys where I just don't give a fuck what you think of me.
  11. I'm enjoying my life right now. I just don't see a reason why I shouldn't.
  12. There's this just one part of me who wants to jump off a bridge with huge ropes attached to my legs and crotch where some of you may just refer to as 'bungee jumping' but the other parts of me are afraid of heights(!) *grumbles*
  13. I hate plannings. I suck big time on it. I liked it more when we just go on without it. Just do what we feel like doing without the world getting on our way and merely, just do it! Its really easy if we see it the other way around. If we don't plan it, there will be no screwers, and when there's no screwers, it won't go wrong! Murphy's law won't apply if we just don't plan it(!) ;)
  14. I like water. the elixir of life. I can drink whole loads of it in a day. There's this one time where I drank like 20 liters of it in less that 12 hours. no shit. I always believed that water is the only cure for all sickness. being medical or mental. *gulp*
  15. My biggest idol is him! The last time I checked, his name is still Jason Tan. ;)

Friday, May 15, 2009

brb

mood - larrrr :I
ear food - Disenchanted, My Chemical Romance


Im right here, just after 37 hours have passed since my maths paper. Im having the most fucked up state of mind in my ungrateful 18 years of misery, dreadful, full-of-false-hopes and pointless life. seriously, how fucked up can I be? I wish I got the answer to that question but unfortunately, I don't. so therefore, Im declaring that Im going hiatus! time is now officially my only friend. hence, there will be no posts from me until futher notice... have a nice day ppl! don't do drugs, eat more greens and most importantly, love your neighbours ;) greetings~

Thursday, May 14, 2009

#6

even when you know you're right, you have to GIVE to TAKE!

Tuesday, May 12, 2009


special...,yet ordinary

01.16am

01:16 am-

I'm all alone. in my room. standing. looking forward for something. which I don't really know what it is. the soft is dim. the lights are okay. windows. I glance. the wind is blowing my way. so calm. yet so dull. cold. moist maybe. nothing more. a spark of hope perhaps? maybe not.

I pull my chair. sit back. switch on my laptop. bluntly tapping on the keyboard. with mixed feelings. earlier invitations were turned down on. *slap my forehead* halfway doing my maths thingy. which the questions borrowed from Yong. answers from Zheng Hang. life is fucking easy. with friends like them ;)

*flashbacks*

  • monday morning blues? hell no. was extremely happy. I woke up knowing I wasn't late for anything. *there's nothing for me today to look forward to*
  • had lunch. it was the best lunch I had in my 18 years of life *being happy*
  • did some light studying. wasn't much at all. :)
  • top geared for an hour. as always it brought laughter. loads of laughter into me.
  • napped for almost 3 hours. I can feel my heart beating steadily. as I slowly slumbered into the realm of fantasy and unreal possibilities.
  • woke up knowing I was too lazy to have dinner. napped for another 30mins. ;)
  • woke up. nudged by him. he told me something again today. which I found really interesting. something like whales have 3 testicles LOL
  • had some light studying again. maybe more this time.
  • wondering whether is AS really do-able :s I am still confused.

I flick on my iPod. listening to Jimmy Eat World. halfway through the first song, I'm at ease. it's like I'm having a great time. by doing nothing. I tap the 'next' button. *with the shuffle mode on* Bloc Party. even better. I keep listening. closing my eyes. imagining.

I had enough. I am walking aimlessly in my room right now. I couldn't think. a slight headache is occuring right now. maybe milder. and then. there's the knock on the door. supper maybe? can this all be a dream? I'm tired of it. waking up is harder when you're already awake. too bad its the reality that was the dream. If so, can I wake up now? I want the 'dream' back.

Friday, May 8, 2009

a weekend NOT in the city


another day, another misery
surprise visits? heh...
this weekend's gonna be hell...
a series of unfortunate events will soon present itself
with a magnitude i can't even begin to describe...
and you know what's the best part?
its only friday night!
letting go seems do-able...
heh...if you must know
lalala

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

random....

I need a glass of cold water...
I need my dualshock 2...
I need my phonebook now...
I need time...
I need a copy of "a million little pieces"...
I need a silly face to make me smile...
I need a voice telling me "it's okay"...
I need anyone that's there for me...
I need time...
I need more time...
I need my favourite ear foods now...
I need my bestbuds...
I need back the laughing moments we had...
I need back the crying moments we had...
I need everything out there...
I need nothing...,to make me happy!
I need nothing...,to make me who I am!
I need nothing...,to fight off this feeling!
I need nothing...
I had everything...

Sunday, May 3, 2009

poo you?

In the events of' "bad morning breaths", one usually wakes up in the morning and finds that one's mouth literally smells like poo. There are many different tales on how and why this is happening but the most intriguing is that believe it or not, the Aussies think that the "poo fairies" had something to do with that. In Australia, people believe that the "poo fairy" comes at night to take a dump in your mouth (!)

I was taken aback when I first read about it. ;)

A formal definition for the uninitiated:
Poo fairy (n):The little fairy that enters your room at night, while you are sleeping and takes a shit in your mouth. This then causes you to wake up with what is commonly referred to as poo breath.
Usage:“Gee, I think the poo fairies visited me last night.” “My breath smells like poo fairies have had a party in my mouth last night"

Parents had been using this method for decades to alarm their children who incidently reluctant to brush their teeth at night before they go to sleep. Fearing that the "poo fairy" will visits them at night and takes a shit in their mouth, the children will obey their parents advice and brush their teeth before bedtime.

Its somewhat effective for children below 10 years old. However, like any old folktales, there is a flaw. Kids above the age of 10 are somewhat smarter and by duct-taping their mouth at night, they think that the "poo fairies" will not be able to enter their mouth.

The idea spreads like wildfire. In the 90s, a majority of kids in Australia (8-12 years old) started to tape their mouth every night before they go to sleep. This "epidemic" began to raise concerns among parents and teachers.

The number of children refused to brush their teeth and started to duct-tape their mouth before they go to sleep grew larger and larger. Eventually at the midst of the 90s, the "poo fairy" idea was abolished in home uses. Parents began to stop using the "poo fairy" ideology and the "epidemic" ended a few months afterwards.

Truth be told, the "poo fairy" ideology was great and indeed a success before the "duct-taping-event" showed up. Until today, the "poo fairy" tale remained a legend in The Land Down Under...waiting to be forgotten...

i still remember....

I, I still remember
how you looked that afternoon.
There was only you.

You said "it's just like a full moon".
Blood beats faster in our veins
We left our trousers by the canal
And our fingers, they almost touched

You should have asked me for it
I would have been brave
You should have asked me for it
How could I say no?

And our love could have soared
Over playgrounds and rooftops
Every park bench screams your name
I kept your tie

I've gone wherever you wanted
(I still remember)

And on that teachers' training day
We wrote our names on every train
Laughed at the people off to work
So monochrome and so lukewarm

And I can see our days are becoming nights.
I could feel your heartbeat across the grass.
We should have run.
I would go with you anywhere.
I should have kissed you by the water

You should have asked me for it
I would have been brave
You should have asked me for it
How could I say no?

And our love could have soared
Over playgrounds and rooftops
Every park bench screams your name
I kept your tie

I would let you if you asked me
I still remember

Friday, May 1, 2009

hello civilization!

For almost a month I had stayed behind closed doors, today I am breathing fresh air! *pop the champagne*

Everything started out this morning. I woke up around 11am and stared mindlessly on the bedroom floor. Was able to get my body off the bed and 'woke' my laptop and checked for emails. I took a shower after that. Took a dump too (like you need to know that).

Around noon, I was utterly bored so I watched a little bit of 'the bourne identity' to kill some time. Then Chee Hao called. Little did I know that he is back in college already! this calls for another celebration!

Apparently he left his padlock keys at home so he's staying over at my room tonight *take 3!* He came to my room. Unloaded some of his stuffs in my room. and just like that, under-the-influence-of-peer-pressure, we're off to sunway! we did just like that.

Recently I bought a fake zippo lighter from the local pasar malam. Unfortunately, it ran out of gas a few weeks ago and i decided to bring it to college. Since it looked kinda cool, so we though : "hey why don't we mind as well try to find the refill for that". And like that, our to-do list grew longer :)


As soon as we reached sunway, we're off. To find the lighter's refill :) We walked, we searched, we looked high and low for the refill. And then we found it. In some hobby shop inside Asian Avenue. Before that, we thought our lighter was running on liquid. Only right after the sales guy told us otherwise. "its running on gas you punks". He then showed us how to refill (it was easy). He then told us that the refill (its in a aerosol can) itself can tahan for 3 years ;) we bought it straight away. Without thinking. :)


The beginning of the month is here. Its somehow my tradition to buy something every month. Especially when its the beginning-of-the-month. And this month, well it makes no difference. The only problem was : I can't decide what to buy this month! New jeans or new shoes? *indecisive*



After we exited Asian Avenue, we walked to the other side of sunway. Aiming for catchup on the side, we walked until the escalator. Then we saw a signboard somewhat familiar. I led the way and both of us walked in. We browsed the shoes on display and then suddenly, the question of the month had been answered. Its new shoes! :) I already had two pairs, 1 white and the other yellow. I had always admired the navy blue converse. But the black one was one of my favourites. After advice was taken and hard decisions were made, I walked out of the shop carrying a brand new pair of converse in my hand ;)


After browsing and looking at more stuffs along the way, we made it to catchup. The collections there were unbelievably superb. Every time we go there, there's more of it! It is as though they change their collections every day. Different colours different statements different printings each time we visit catchup. Its amazing. And the offer they're having is simply irresistible. We tried on different pieces after pieces. Even until the salesgirl produced a sour looking face at us.


Finally after we're satisfied with the t-shirts we chose and tried on, we made our payment at the counter and left. And the as we're walking along the shops, we bump into liren. Heck! We just saw him like an hour ago or so in my room! Apparently he forgot to bring along his padlock keys as well (?) so he had to chucked some of his stuffs in my room. *lmao*

After another half an hour of window shopping, we're dead hungry. I gave Chin a call. Asked him out for dinner (since he's somewhere in subang area). He agreed and we waited for him. As we waited for him, I decided to go get some earrings from zing. We took the escalator downstairs and I browsed on the collections. (I bloody hell hates it when I loses my earrings) Then I'll have to get new ones which is no better than the old ones I had lost *grumbles*. I made my purchase and we made our exit.

On deciding where to eat, I first wanted to have sushi for dinner, then Chee Hao suggested we go Carl's Jr instead. We waited for Chin before we went in. Texted him like a few times and then he told us to go ahead first. Chee Hao and me walked in and after deciding on what to eat (its bloody hell hard to decide what to eat!) we made our orders respectively.

Hahaha. I want to see what's your comment on this. Any takers? lolx. Quite frankly, this is my first time having Carl's Jr. I've heard loads of it from other people like how big it is and stuffs like that. However, I didn't actually believe it at first. Well at least until when the waiter walked up to our table carrying two sets of GIGANTIC BURGERS.

When it first came, i took a bite at the fries to taste it. (hell to people saying McD's fries are the best!) This is what we should call fries! The real fries. These are hand-made fries. Cut direcly from perfectly rounded potatoes. With its skin attached still. No shit. Just the fries itself managed to bring feel to my tastebuds and my stomach. Hell yeah!

This was mine. Bacon Swiss Crispy Chicken burger. One word : awesome-ness! The one Chee Hao had was Chilli Cheese Burger. Looked not bad either. Sadly though, I didnt get to taste his burger (as you can see I'm too busy attacking mine. After a while, Chin finally arrived and we sat there talked whole loads of cock. We talked and talk and then we left sunway. Headed back to college. Which reminds me one thing though ;
Happy Labour Day :)
greetings from me~