mood - thoughtful
ear food - ur so gay, katy perry
hands down, this must be the most thoughtful day of me that i've ever been. im doing just fine considering the fact that i will be having my finals officially starting next week. some drama happened during the course of last week which is totally unnecessary to be mentioned here, also zh's birthday bash is coming up real soon (!) just a few more hours to go and we're all getting wayy too excited already. i've wasted too much time i dont have right now with all the excuses i gave just to get away from all of it and im sick of it. although i still feel being loved, cared and cherished both from close proximity and remotely, i do from time to time feel the emptiness envelopes me whole. i just dont feel to good these days. enough said. -the other day during the weekends, i came into realising something that i thought all these while i figured out : apparently theres much more than goodbye that i had left to say. which eventually made me regretted the decision of not going to the airport that day. right now, i stupid phone call is all i need and also what i will not get. -fine product of hypertext worked well with me but not anymore. i just dont see the point of checking grammar and spelling mistakes while i blog anymore. not to mention the originality of it. its just a bunch of bullshit crap of six year old. the new midset works well for me though but i'll never know for sure right. its just a temporary thingy. -i really wanna let it be, just let it all go on its own and not piss and moan how fucked things are but right now, i'll just write it all down because i know, one day i can be free. just like the paper boats we let go in the water years back. it was awesome....
in the meantime, i'll just have to keep my hands down...
