Hello

"Ohhh shit my heart is so light right now that it feels like as though my mind is staging a coup d'état against it!" crapped by Jason, 2009

as in this second right here right now marks the 166th hour im back home. am supposed to feel wahahaha with the fact that im homed right now but somehow somewhat, i dont. i dont know why im feeling this right now but again, its here. its not like i like it be here okay simply cause i dont. period. wtf

there's just so much going on right now that i can guess that some of you will think that what the heck larr this is life. live with it larr dont be a pussy larr bla bla bla. but amazingly, yes i do feel like one right now i dont even know what im supposed to do right now with all this so-called shit going on.

there's some people out there who says ~ what the fuck this is no shit!. some people kill to have these feelings. wtf so i guess one man's misery is the next man's pleasure. heh ;

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remember when we're younger we used to ask the why question soo much which evidently drove our parents up the roof like ~ mom, what's that dog doing on top of another dog? errr cause they're making friends. why? cause they're lonely. they need friends. why? cause they can't live alone. why? its like mom & dad, we need each other. why? cause we desire it! why? etc etc etc ? heh ;) those were the times where we just dont need to know just how messed up the world is.

im missing those times badly. my heart is so light now.



mood ~ sad :(
earfood ~ Fingerprints, Katy Perry