Locked Doors & Boring Healthcare Magazines

picture this :

you open your eyes. you're in a place so unfamiliar. so distanced yet felt so much like home. you're all alone. you're taken aback by your own presence there. and then. you starts to look around curiously. eagerism is all over your system. everything around is white. pure. from the bedsheets to the curtains of the looked window panes. to the door. to the one-piece jumper you're wearing. all of it does not make any sense at all. and the only familiar thing you can sense out is the smell of everything around you - the smell of medicine@! -you're in a hospital (?)

you're confused. you take a seat back on the other side of the bed. you look over your shoulder. you notice the stack of healthcare magazines on the bedpost. you pick one up. flip through the pages. the all made no sense at all. you pick up another one. trying to conclude the reason why you're in a hospital ward. you glance through all of them. they didn't provide you the answer you're looking for. then you get upset. angrily. you stand up and walk towards the door. you twist the knob and you find it locked. more confusions are going through you mind right now (?)

***
days passes by... unaware of anything, you're there for more than a week now. life in the quarantined room isn't exactly outgoing. everyday's is just like any other day. the nurse will deliver your meals through a 'bird hole' exactly at 8am, 12.30pm, and 7pm. once a twice, the doctors will come and examine every inch of your sick meat. you're basically a dead meat. huge one. waiting to rot. life seems meaningless to you already. eat, sleep and becoming some goddamn human experiment. but funny how, you feel comfortable.

couldn't picture it anymore? neither can I, but then...,
that's gonna be the life I'll be living in if I go to the doc NOW! FML :(

---Im offically downed with SWINE FLU FML---
--I came up with that conclusion myself ;)--

but but but.., I'll show you why :

Early Symptoms of Swine Flu :
1. Fever ( >38*C) *checked!*
2. Runny Nose * nothing so far, Thank God ;)*
3. Aggressive Coughing *CHECKED! FML*
4. Tiredness *checked...well, everyday also got de larr ;)*
5. Body Aches *checked...,but but maybe its because of my fucked up sleeping posie*
6. Breathing Difficulties *Nopieee :)*

heh, Im so dead right now. I cant even keep my head held up straight while tapping on the keyyyboardddd.. Im dead..if not soon FML

p/s : excuse the whole post. loads of typo and stuffs. I typed it all down with my head burning in an excess of 106 F ;)