two balls none were functioning

*explicit content warning*

firstly i would pay a shitload of money to anyone to blog this for me but since i am the only one here so well wth let's get this done with...met loads of people since i last blogged (let's not mention fuckface junior okay?) hmmmm.... sometimes i wish i can just dissappear ==" to me everything's screwed right now there's no turning back for me damn sometimes i even wish i wasn't born =( they're making harder for me now fuck you pussies! i hate my fucking life here!
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-i need my goodshits now!! here!! pronto!! *wishing*
-stuffs here fucked for me
-everything's here fucked
-it's not my fucking fault *denial*
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help me find peace here. i'm not begging. i am fucking asking. demanding.


*whatever jason go fuck yourself first you don't deserve anything you're just a fucked up kid with nothing to lose so stop fucking everyone and start using your balls. stop blaming others for your misery fucking wake up. i hate you. i miss the old you. the you. where are you? i need you back now*

people around me judge using cocks and that's just fucking pathetic if you don't know me don't fucking judge me. don't fucking think you've known me just by had lunch with me once, talk to me over the phone, texted me etc etc you're fucking not. fuck no. so fuck off. don't understand why you even still alive. fuckers like you don't deserve to live. discontinue breathing until you see bright lights and old men.

people who pretend to have sympathy for me even fucking worst. loads worse. don't know me don't fucking assume assholes. your fucking brain ain't designed for that pussies! next time you see me don't fucking think a thing damn just die bitch. you guys made my blog filthy you fucking shit. YOU GUYS MADE BY BLOG STINKS AND FILTHY SO WHY DON'T YOU GUYS JUST DIE! PLEASE??